March 2012
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This Thursday morning is mimicking the feelings of...
Practice was extremely frustrating this morning; I got yelled at a lot today, and I know what I need to fix, it’s just hard to concentrate on every. little. detail. (And it’s hard to remember all those things when you have Hooch water spraying into your eyes.) I’m in a study hour right now (I know, I should be studying, but I really needed to vent), and at work I plan on studying...
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I have a busy week ahead.
And nothing will be easy. -I need to stop allowing myself to feel good with how I look and actually work towards looking better. -I have two tests on Friday, and I have to study my ass off for them, because we have about a month left of school, and at my current rate, I’m going to get another crappy semester GPA. -We have initiation on Friday too, so I have my three classes + two tests that...
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When I was eleven years old, I was in the sixth grade and I was in an advanced literacy class. This was the only instance of me being in an advanced learning classroom in middle school, although my reading comprehension is god-like, because I was extremely apathetic for an eleven year-old and never did any work. Anyways, it was at the end of the school year and we were more or less done with work,...
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Blah blah blah.
I am in a far better mood than last week, however, it is only Monday morning and I do have a quiz in two hours. …So. Yeah. We’ll see. We had a timed 2k on the erg this morning, and I got my time way the fuck down from where it was last time we did a timed 2k. Then we did a whole bunch of little sprint pieces and that was …fun? Last Saturday we had a practice, and this weekend we...
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More on my failure as a competent, adult human.
In the past week, every time I have attempted to fix one problem, I have ended up creating about eight more problems. I’M SORRY, WORLD. I’m trying and stumbling around and making a huge mess of everything, but I am trying. …Well, trying isn’t enough. Actually doing it (whatever “it” may be) would be the minimum. Succeeding at it is necessary to keep those around...
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I'm failing.
Failing all over the place. I know that if you try to make everyone happy, you end up making no one happy, but maybe I can still try it and make it work? I definitely need to cut back on sleep so I can do my homework and studying when I am not needed, and I just need to be peppier. I need to take criticism, learn from it, but not dwell on the person who gave it and/or the little twinge of pain I...
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There's too much bullshit going on these days.
I sort of lost it today at the end of practice and snapped at some people, which I really don’t like to do and should never do. I was just so damn frustrated! I’m dealing with some drama, and I really hate that I just typed “I’m dealing with some drama,” because dammit, I graduated from high school four years ago, and I’m kind of past that yearning to make...
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Subjective Aspect.
Consciousness. IT’S NOT THAT GODDAMN HARD, GIRL-IN-MY-CLASS-WHO-ALWAYS-SITS-WITH-HER-LEGS-WIDE-OPEN.
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It's Wednesday.
Somehow. My weeks always seem to move so quickly, and I suppose that’s because my schedule is typically jam-packed with classes, practice, sorority stuff, studying, etc, so I barely have time to sit around and notice that time is slipping from my grasp. I went to practice, showered, ate breakfast, consumed coffee as though there were a prize at the bottom of the cup, did a half-assed job of...
