I just looked at three ex-boyfriend’s profiles on facebook, one of them being the guy I broke up with a few weeks ago.
I was doing pretty well at staying positive and pushing away the urge to wallow in self-pity, but then I did that… It’s really tempting to get into bed and cry and eat chocolate, but I’m going to continue to try and ignore what an unlovable person I am (oh. there’s the self-pity. hey.) and do homework instead. Like I should.
I didn’t even get back to the AXiD house until after 22:00, so I definitely didn’t get into bed until about 22:30. Since I’ve been up since 3:55 (crew practice, fools), I believe I can have a bit of nap until I need to do homework and go to class and shit like that.