I’m in this crisis right now where I don’t know if I’m doing what I want to in life. What the hell is my career going to be? Can I ever be passionate about something? Am I good enough at any one thing that I could be passionate about?
Fuck, am I even at the right college?
Among other issues in my personal life…
I sat on my boyfriend’s porch today, baking in the sun, just trying to think. (Needless to say, I missed both of my classes.) I haven’t gone to class, I haven’t put effort into anything, and I just. don’t. care.
While turning gradually more pink, I came up with absolutely nothing to alleviate my situation, but I started to feel better. I just need to push through the rest of this semester, push through maymester, enjoy my field school in Rio, and maybe I’ll have something figured out at that point.